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Monday, November 28th, 2005
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i've come to the conclusion that i only want friends that actually give a shit about me and are willing to invest time in our friendship. being ignored is unacceptable, and i won't tolerate it.
so.
if you don't want to get deleted from my cell phone/buddylist/lj, you need to reinvest yourselves within the next few days.
otherwise, it's been nice knowing you (or not).
goodbye.
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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took it twice cause there were a couple questions that i could've picked more than one answer.
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You Are the Reformer |
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You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong.
High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them.
You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect.
You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair.
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You Are the Investigator |
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You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.
You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.
Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.
You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comStability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun. Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting. trait snapshot: rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful
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Thursday, October 27th, 2005
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| You scored as Outcast. You are someone who doesn't belong in his main social area (work, school, the street) Has only a few friends, but usually doesn't really hang out with them. Your Someone who is told by his betters that he has wisdom beyond his years, but yout peers may make fun of you for it. But your heart is mature, calm and kind. Your never really do anything big for yourself, and most of the things you does are for other people.
Outcast | | 90% | Popular | | 80% | Rich Kid | | 80% | Goth | | 80% | Player/Slut | | 70% | Preps | | 50% | Goodie Goodie | | 40% | Bully | | 30% | Punk | | 30% | Jock | | 20% | Wanna-be/Posser | | 10% | Druggy | | 10% | Average | | 0% | Blonde/ditz | | 0% | </td>
What School Label Are You?
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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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fuck you.
you know who you are.
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Sunday, October 16th, 2005
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Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
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People see nothing in your eyes. You seem to either
be indifferent about everything or are trying
to cover up a lot of pain. Your eyes have a
cold stare that can make people shiver. Try to
show a little more caring, because your hard
exterior most likely drives people away.
...stop looking at me like that...stoppit!
What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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| Subject: | ho hum |
| Time: | 2:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | Dresden Dolls - Coin Operated Boy. |
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| Your Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 Score Is... | | | Your Score: | Average For All Users | Average For All
( total) | | | Dating | 42.31% | 33.29% | Dated seriously | | Self-Lovin' | 46.97% | 61.72% | When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | | Shamelessness | 75.81% | 78.07% | Has yet to see self in mirror | | Sex Drive | 92.86% | 76.11% | Monks are envious | | Straightness | 94.44% | 40.61% | Just go fuck something, okay? | | Gayness | 29.63% | 79.6% | At least one weekend of ecstasy | | Dominant | 91.67% | 87.56% | Afraid to cross at "Don't Walk" signs | | Fucking Sick | 95.92% | 90.41% | Refreshingly normal | | Submissive | 100% | 87.97% | Submits to no one... almost | | Total Score | 77.57% | 74.57% | | Take The Ultimate Purity Test 2.0
and see how you match up!
(By The Ferrett) |
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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
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"The Emo Song"
Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
”My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...”
I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
”My life is just a black abyss... ya know...it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.”
When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right
I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
”My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. I feel like tacos.”
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
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| Subject: | squeebaaa! |
| Time: | 9:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  excited. | | Music: | Kylie Minogue - Can't Get You Out of My Head. |
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he's here! yaaaay!
:-DDDDDD
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Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
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| My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| siyanoq goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as an attractive middle-aged secretary named bernadette. | | blueasianlove gives you 16 yellow pineapple-flavoured gumdrops. | | carter_d_man gives you 12 brown vanilla-flavoured gummy worms. | | dorkchild tricks you! You get a rotten egg. | | livingxthexlife gives you 19 red cherry-flavoured gumdrops. | | pansyfilmmaker gives you 6 dark green licorice-flavoured jawbreakers. | | ravenslight gives you 15 purple watermelon-flavoured gumdrops. | | sonofjonnydepp gives you 3 red-orange coconut-flavoured gummy worms. | | thealaunt gives you 14 red chocolate-flavoured gumdrops. | | valeriena gives you 19 pink cherry-flavoured gumdrops. | | siyanoq ends up with 104 pieces of candy, and a rotten egg. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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One day Chuang-tzu and a friend were walking along a riverbank. "How delightfully the fishes are enjoying themselves in the water!" Chuang-tzu exclaimed.
"You are not a fish," his friend said. "How do you know whether or not the fishes are enjoying themselves?"
"You are not me," Chuang-tzu said. "How do you know that I do not know that the fishes are enjoying themselves?"
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| Subject: | i WIN! |
| Time: | 4:35 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. | | Music: | Block Party - Banquet. |
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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No Loving-Kindness
There was an old woman in China who had supported a monk for over twenty years. She had built a little hut for him and fed him while he was meditating. Finally she wondered just what progress he had made in all this time.
To find out, she obtained the help of a girl rich in desire. "Go and embrace him," she told her, "and then ask him suddenly: 'What now?'"
The girl called upon the monk and without much ado caressed him, asking him what he was going to do about it.
"An old tree grows on a cold rock in winter," replied the monk somewhat poetically. "Nowhere is there any warmth."
The girl returned and related what he had said.
"To think I fed that fellow for twenty years!" exclaimed the old woman in anger. "He showed no consideration for your needs, no disposition to explain your condition. He need not have responded to passion, but at least he should have evidenced some compassion."
She at once went to the hut of the monk and burned it down.
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| Subject: | HA! |
| Time: | 11:58 pm. |
| Mood: |  amused. | | Music: | Von Bondies - C'Mon C'Mon. |
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I am 69% Asshole/Bitch. I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.
I am 16% Promiscuous. There is a good chance I am still a virgin. I am not certain because I haven't even bothered to figure out what sexual intercourse actually is. But whatever it is I want nothing to do with it. There |
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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| Subject: | yup |
| Time: | 5:53 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | IMA Robot - Dynomite. |
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i WIN!
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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| Subject: | told you |
| Time: | 3:20 pm. |
| Mood: |  hungry. | | Music: | Pansy Division - Groovy Underwear. |
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You are a Slutcom 0, also known as the frigid level of slutcom. Slutcom 0 is someone who hasn't been with too many people, if they've been with people at all. Hook-ups are practically non-existant - there may be one or two in the past, but nothing consistent or spectacular. You're a card carrying member of the prude patrol, or at least close.
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Take the slutcom litmus test!
The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.
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and uh...
 | You scored as Marcus Aurelius. Your attention to duty even when the going gets rough has earned you the identity of Marcus Aurelius. A philosopher-emperor, he used Stoic musings to steel his resolve against a hard lot in life. You know few years of peace, and believe the only final answer to the empire's problems is a complete conquest of Europe. Despite this, you are probably one of the most human and thoughtful emperors in the history of mankind. Hail Caesar!
Marcus Aurelius | | 71% | Trajan | | 71% | Augustus | | 68% | Hadrian | | 68% | Vespasian | | 64% | Nerva | | 64% | Nero | | 61% | Tiberius | | 57% | Claudius | | 57% | Antoninus Pius | | 57% | Domitian | | 54% | Commodus | | 54% | Vitellius | | 46% | Caligula | | 29% | </td>
Which Roman Emperor Are You?
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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i just want to love and be loved back.
is that really so much to ask?
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| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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Monday, September 5th, 2005
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so much has been happening lately, and i just haven't had the will to write any of it down. and the longer i take to write anything in here, the more it all accumulates. i should just let things go, but i feel obligated to write things down- to remember.
obligation; responsibility.
enormous words. how they burn!
and rememberance!
a terrible burden.
what a lovely temptation to forget it all...
but someone has to remember. someone has to be strong.
someone has to assign meaning.
just... later.
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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my gf/bf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im cute , sexy , or hot(only pick one)?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
27. Would u marry me?
28. 69 me?
30. Bring me home and do me in your bed?
32. Take advantage of me if i was drunk?
33. Let me strip for you?
34. Let me give you a lap dance?
35. Skinny dip with me?
Comment copy paste answer whatever
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BF Application-
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What's your sexuality?:
Why Are you Applying?:
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Do you know how to play any musical instrument?
What do you think about my looks?:
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If we were to date where would you take me on the first date?:
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
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You are the Justice card. Justice preserves the
harmony of the world. Working with opposite
forces, Justice does not seek to criticize or
condemn but rather to accept. The idea behind
the card justice is that opposite forces are
complementary; you could not have good without
evil or light without darkness. Justice's
position is to make sure that if a thing is out
of balance, the weight of its energy is
realigned with its opposite force. This card is
also a card of humour, for it is in pointing
out contrary positions that humour is often
found. The attitude that is found in the
humourous person, being able to shift
perspective and flow with an instinct, is
important in the maintenance of good balance.
Image from The Blue Moon Tarot Deck.
http://www.themysticeye.com/pics/bluemoon.htm
Which Tarot Card Are You?
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. I reserve the right to name a champion.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. (or typed, even)
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| Subject: | hmm |
| Time: | 12:31 am. |
| Mood: |  cynical. | | Music: | Thrice - Under a Killing Moon. |
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Don't flinch when innocents
are dancing with the flame
if they wanted to live
they'd learn to play the game
You can still walk away
if you just hold your tongue
if you'd just walk away
you'd live to see the sun but
Under this killing moon
under this burning sky
the fire's shining gloom
I hold my breath and close my eyes
The blood on our black gloves
it is none of your concern
if you want to call our bluff
get in line and wait your turn
and watch the witches burn
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| Your Power Color Is Lime Green | 
At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?" |
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| Subject: | rawr |
| Time: | 6:05 pm. |
| Mood: | blah. | | Music: | Danny Elfman - March of the Dead. |
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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| Subject: | yawn |
| Time: | 8:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | none. watching strip search on vh1. |
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WOW! What a suprise! You're "Mr. Butch
Masculine Queer." You'd pretty much be
straight if you didn't like boys. Sometimes you
try to hard to look/act/be
"masculine" And sometimes it's
natural. You are every fairy bottom's dream man
What kind of queer are you?
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restless.
pissed off.
flirty.
gloomy.
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thoughtful.
shitty fucking mood.
discontent.
wistful.